As long as the butterfly persists in the company of caterpillars, it will feel like a freak. -Monster
My Heart is in Korea
My Heart is in Korea
- 고문이야 (It's Torture)
- 함께 (Together)
- 김종완이 마이크에 대고 소리를 질렀을 때 내 목숨을 구했어
- Stay
- Queen (ft One Chill)
- Always in My Head (Coldplay cover)
Near the end of a lazy suicide attempt, I heard a singer scream in a song, which made me realize, I wasn't empty, I was angry. I used that anger to get up off the floor, and muster the will to live, thanks to that four second scream in a seven minute Korean ballad. This seven minute ballad about that entire experience, is an homage to the singer mentioned in the title, Kim Jongwan.
I once saw a man with such striking features, I fell over and cried; then got up, fully inspired to create art and music, after having set both aside for years, due to crippling depression. I learned how to paint hyper-realistic portraits, from a selfie shot just for me to paint his portrait. Due to advanced myasthenia gravis, I could not complete the portrait. Instead, I wrote four songs using his mere existence as the inspiration for each song's lyrical content. 고문이야 (It's Torture) is one of those four songs inspired by muse, Lee Junghoon; bass player for Korean soft-rock band, Nell.
I once saw a man with such striking features, I fell over and cried; then got up, fully inspired to create art and music, after having set both aside due to depression. I learned how to paint hyper-realistic portraits, from a selfie shot just for me to paint his portrait. Due to advanced myasthenia gravis, I could not complete the portrait. Instead, I wrote four songs using his mere existence as the inspiration for each song's lyrical content. 함께 (Together) is one of those four songs inspired by muse, Lee Junghoon; bass player for Korean soft-rock band, Nell.
I know being human is sometimes more difficult than we can handle, but please stay. Life is constantly changing; hundreds of lives lived in only one timeline. Vizualize the life you want to live, and just keep showing up until it becomes your new reality. My life hasn't been easy nor pleasant, but I've stayed, to help you stay. Stay a little longer, please. I see you. I love you. Keep showing up, for your future self. Click the "Stay Alive" tab for more support.
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